3 Tahun Lebih

Ternyata udah 3 tahun lebih sejak pertama kali gw membuat blog ini... hahaha.
di awal-awal blog sempat tersedat, alasannya? karena wireless di puskesmas deket rumah gw berhenti beroperasi, jadi akses internet gratis gw pun nggak ada... dan gw susah nulis blog di warnet,, hehe.

66 post diterbitkan! lumayan. Ah tapi, begitu ngeliat lagi, yang bikin banyak post itu adalah post tentang curhat nggak penting, jadi kayaknya nggak begitu berarti juga. Jadi, juga, blog ini menampilkan perubahan gw dari SMA sampe sekarang gw menjadi mahasiswa tingkat 3. Cepet ya... tau-tau gue udah jadi mahasiswa tingkat 3 aja, nggak berasa.

Apalagi ya? Oh iya, dan sekarang, page view nya semakin banyak. Dalam sebulan bisa ada 500 view. Wuaaah, sugoiii. Semoga semuanya semakin membaik, blog ane serta kehidupan ane di dunia nyata... fuehehe. Terimakasih buat yang telah mampir ke blog ane, baik karena link di tempat lain atau kebetulan nyasar di sini dilempar sama mbah google.

Ja Ne!
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Sukima Switch – Last Scene (Lyric + Translation)

Lyrics: SUKIMASWITCH
Composition: SUKIMASWITCH

Mado no soto ni tsuki ga ukabu shinya no eiga to nanda ka nezukenai yoru
Boku no tonari yasashii toiki itoshisa ga tsunoru tashika na kono nukumori
“Unmei” tte kotoba shinjitenai kedo
Sore nara kimi to deatta guuzen wa donna fuu ni yobeba ii no darou

Yawarakakute sugu ni kowaresou na tenohira wo
Arittake no ai wo komete sotto tsutsumikonda
Roku ni jibun no koto mo mama naranai boku dakedo
Boku no ryoute de kimi no sekai wo zutto mamotte itai

Dareka no koto omou kimochi ga konna ni mo boku ni chikara wo ataeru nante
Genkai tte iu serifu wo tate ni yarisugoshiteta hibi ima de wa uso no you da
Shioreta mama de hanatte oita yume ga
Kimi wo tsutatte mata ibukidasu soshite ikiru imi wo shiru

Kono mune no kodou ni bukiyou na ai wo nosete
Sakebitsuzukeru koto shika dekinai keredo
Ichibu shijuu wo kimi ni tada itsuwari naku misetai
Boku no senaka kimi no hitomi ni dou utsurikomu kana

Donna eiga mo “shuu” wa aru
Demo kioku no naka de ikitsuzukete iku
Kidoairaku de somaru boku no ikikata subete ga
Kimi no jinsei no michishirube ni nareru you ni
Soshite itsu no hi ni ka shiawase wo mitsuketa toki
Kono omoi ga kimi no kokoro ni sotto saite hoshii
Kitto saite ite hoshii

Translation

The moon floating outside the window, with the midnight movie somehow I can't sleep tonight .
The gentle sigh next to me strenghten this lovely warmth.
Although I don't believe in "fate" word,
If it's not, then I wonder in what way I should call these our coincidence meeting.

The soft and tender palm that instantly broken
I'll wrap it up with all my love
It's enough for myself even if things didn't go like the way I wanted
I want to protect your world with both my hands, always.

Things like someone's feeling somehow give me so much strenght
Say word limit as a shield in the days that I should to get through, now seems to be a lie
The dream that you leave remains wilting
As you walk along, still breathing, then you'll know the meaning of life.

To send out my throbbing heart in this clumsy love,
I can only continue to cry
I truly just want to show you from the beginning to end
My back in your eyes, I wonder how it reflected?

no matter what kind of "ending" the movie have,
it will continue to keep alive in the memories

All my life is dyed with emotions
As you become the milestone of your life
And one day when I find happiness,
That feeling in your heart wanted to bloom gently
Certainly, it wanted to bloom




*sorry for any error translation >,<

Mellooowww

Saat menstruasi adalah saat di mana gw menjelma menjadi wanita sensitif, mudah marah, mudah merasa mellow, mudah terserang jerawat, pokoknya sensitif lah. haha.
Oke, oke. Kadang-kadang, gw merasa sangat sendiri.
Kadang-kadang, apa yang kita lakukan, terasa sangat hambar.
Kadang-kadang, timbul pemikiran, "untuk apa aku melakukan semua ini?"
di saat gw merasa sangat sendiri, semua terasa hambar. Mati rasa.

Mr. Children - To U

Romaji

ike no mizu ga kagami mitai ni sora no ao no iro wo mane shiteru
kouen ni sumu mizu tori ga sore ni inochi wo ataeru
hikar to kage to omote ura
mujun mo naku yori sotteru yo
watashi tachi ga konna kaze de aretara...

ai ai hontou no imi wa wakaranai kedo

dare ka wo tooshite nani ka wo tooshite omoi wa tsunagatte iku no deshou
tooku ni iru anata ni ima ieru no wa sore dake
kanashii kinou ga namida no mukou de itsu ka hohoemi ni kawattara
hito wo suki ni motto suki ni nareru kara
ganbaranakute mo ii yo

gareki no machi no kirei na hana kenage ni saku sono ichirin wo
"karasu no koto naku sodatete ikeru" to dare ga ii kireru?
sore demo kono chiisa na inori wo sora ni mukete hanatte miyou yo
fuusen no you ni iro toridori no inori

ai ai sore wa tsuyokute dakedo morokute

mata arasoi ga shizen no moui ga yasurageru basho wo ubatte
nemurezu ni iru anata ni kotoba nado tada munashiku
shizunda kibou ga kuzureta yume ga itsu no hi kakako ni kawattara
ima wo suki ni motto suki ni nareru kara
awate nakute mo ii yo

ai ai hontou no imi wa wakaranai
ai ai da kedo tsuyokute

ame no nioi kaze no nioi mo ano koro to wa chigatteru kedo
kono mune ni sumu anata wa ima demo oshiete kureru
kanashii kinou ga namida no mukou de itsu ka hohoemi ni kawattara
hito wo suki ni motto suki ni nareru kara ganbaranakute mo ii yo
ima wo suki ni motto suki ni nareru kara awate nakute mo ii yo

Translation

The pond, like a mirror, imitates the blue of the sky
The resting water bird in the park thus is given the gift of life
Light and shadow, outside and in
They are bound tightly together without contradictions
If we could be like that too, how lovely would that be

Love, Love, even though we don’t really know it’s true meaning

Through someone, because of something, I think that’s how our thoughts continue on
To you who are far away, that’s all I can say to you right now
Those sad yesterdays, the tears that fall, if they can one day be turned into smiles
Then we can love, love even more the people around us
That way even if we stop motivating ourselves to succeed, that’s alright too

Among the cracks of rubble on the road, a beautiful flower emerges
But who can surely say that it will continue to bloom without wilting
Even so, this wish is a very small one, I still want to transmit it into the faraway sky
Like the balloons rising above, our multi-coloured prayers

Love, Love, so strong yet so fragile at times

The continuous wars, the ruthless forces of nature, snatches away the peacefulness of our surroundings again and again
To you who are unable to sleep, no words are enough to bring consolation
Fallen hopes, shattered dreams, if we can put them behind us
Then we can treasure the present, treasure even more what’s before us
So take it easy, that’s alright too

Love, Love, even though we don’t really know it’s true meaning
Love, Love, but it is strong

The taste of the rain, the smell of the wind, even though they are no longer the same as before
But I still want to tell, that you are still in my heart

Those sad yesterdays, the tears that fall, if they can one day be turned into smiles
Then we can love, love even more the people around us
That way even if we stop motivating ourselves to succeed, that’s alright too
Then we can love, love even more what’s before us
So take it easy, that’s alright too

from:  http://echowillow.livejournal.com/

MY BEST SHOJO MANGA LIST

 I'm a big fans of manga. But I'm not otaku, haha. I love shojou the most. And Josei (with NO smut), and shonen. This just a list I made myself, so it's really my personal point of view. Ah, if there any numbers here, it's just  numbers. I don't mean to set ranking here. Actually, I CAN'T DECIDE which the best! lol

1. LOVELY COMPLEX by Aya Nakahara

I just love this series sooo muuuccchh. I read it many times, and never get bored. As how Otani turn Risa's feeling up and down, this manga made my feeling up and down. I laugh a lot, but i got hurt in my heart, sometimes.  And my favorite phrase in this manga: "Jantungku gatal!" (dont really know how to put this in english, sorry... hmm... "my heart itch?" xD ) Well, I love many of Aya Nakahara-sensei works, like Nanaco Robin and Benkyou Shinasai, they're cute! but Lovely Complex is the best for me

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Story:
Risa Koizumi is the tallest girl in the class, while Atsushi Otani is the shortest boy in the class. Both of them often be reffered as duo japan comedian, All Hashin Kyojin, as they really like to argue each other and has significant high difference. No one could imagine that something "romantic" may happen between these two, but.. who knows what would happen next? *smirk*

2. Taiyou No Ie by TAAMO
 
Uhmm.. if lovely complex would give you a refreshing comedy love story, then Taiyou no ie is giving you a heart warming feeling, a cute feeling that made you want to smile. Well, this story has dark and sad background, but really it's not a dark story. If you longing for a heart warming, cute, heart-breaking, realistic, and lovely love story, I highly recommended this for you.
ps: I cry while reading this manga. And have my cheeck's reddish. And smile happily. Darn. What should I say? TAAMO-sensei, IT'S A WONDERFUL STORY!

Story:
As the tittle said, "taiyou no ie" or "house of the sun". There is a house with warmness inside, Nakamuras' house. When Mao was a little girl, she often to play in this house, with her childhood friends, childrens of Nakamuras. Mao feels better in Nakamura's house than in her own house, because Nakamuras always give her warmness. Mao's mom run with another man, and leave her and her father alone. Unfortunately, Nakamuras parents died in an accident, this change everything. While Daiki and the sister adopted by another family, the high school  Hiro, the oldest son of Nakamura, insist to stay in the house alone. He worked hard, believing that his siblings would be back to their house, someday. Now, Mao is a high school student, and Hiro Nakamura works as an independent adult. Mao and his father circumtance getting worse after her father remarried. Mao has no place to come back, even his father seems have no intention to live together with Mao. Looking Mao so down, Hiro, as he always did when they were still kids, invite her to go to his house. This time, to live together in his warm house.

3. Fruits Basket by Takaya Natsuki

Usually, I don't like too long shojo manga, because it often made me bored. But No With Fruits Basket! Here is another heart warming manga. I think this is the only shojo manga with so many life lesson, and great quotes, too. Actually, this manga inspired me to be a stronger person, to live my life better, and to love my self. The ending was good, too. I love how this manga placed human as a human. There's no real bad character in this manga, and no real good-fairy like character. And, yeah, this is a ROMANTIC manga, with cute scenes, hehehe.

Story:
Tohru Honda, an orphaned high school girl, is taken in by the wealthy Shigure Sohma when he realizes she has nowhere else to go. However, the Sohma family shares a secret, and it isn't long before Tohru discovers that there's a reason why her classmates, Yuki and Kyo Sohma, never let girls get near them, and never talk about their lives before they lived with Shigure. And before she knows it, Tohru has become so tangled up in the lives of each member of the Sohma family that she couldn't leave even if she wanted to.

As she learns more and more about the truth of the Sohma family and the nature of their secrets, she desperately searches for a way that she can save them. But what can one girl do, especially when it seems that she may have been part of someone's plan all along . . . (from mangaupdates.com)

4. Kimi Ni Todoke by Shiina Karuho

Yeaaah!!! This is one cuuuuteee innocent love story of Kazehaya and Sawako. I love the manga, dorama, and also the anime! Hehe, i'm a big fan of Kimi ni todoke. It's rare to find this kind of manga, i think. It is so cute innocent so I hope this kind of thing really happen in the real world. lol. It has slow pace, too, so I think some people would think it's a boresome. But NO. For one of them who always follow this manga, I found that this is the interest part of this series. The slow pace, develop the characters, and bring a big "BANG!" at the point it have to blossom.

Story: 
Sawako Kuronuma is the perfect heroine... for a horror movie. With her jet-black hair, sinister smile and silent demeanor, she's often mistaken for the haunting movie character Sadako. But behind her scary facade is a very misunderstood teenager. Too shy to fit in, all she wants to do is make some friends. But when a popular boy in class befriends her, she's sure to make more than just that--she's about to make some enemies too! (from mangaupdates.com)
ps: 
BEST POINT:
I love Kazehaya! I think this is why I found this series so lovely. As a popular boy, kazehaya is not a usually heroine with big act or cool behavior that I had bored of. Shota Kazehaya just a normal boy! This is the best! He's blushing and all nervous when he stare at Kuronuma's eye. He have pervert-side too, khukhukhu. And fast tempered. Actually, Kazehaya not perfect at all!! And he fall in love with Sawako because it really a love from the start, no sign of pity or anything. Hahaha! Pure and Innocent Kazehaya!! BANZAII!
And Sawako is not type of shojo girl that I can hate. Despite her appearance, she is an adorable girl. I love Sawako personality. She's an optimist girl, never think bad about other person, and always honest about her feeling. This why she's different from "annoying shojo girl" that usually appear in this type of story. Like in "koko ni iru yo". I dont really like the girl in koko ni iru yo. I think she's in the same shoes with kuronuma, but she face her problem in annoying way, so I stop read it. Kuronuma always working hard for other people, with her pure intention to make other person happy, from her heart. She's just can't express her feeling very well to other person, that makes her easy to missunderstood by other person. She working hard to change and make friends, with support from Kazehaya, but it's not like Kazehaya help her with his popularity. I love how my baby Sawako always work hard to overcome her situation. :)
So yeah, these two loveable character make this series as my favorite shojo manga for this time!

5. Dengeki Daisy by Motomi Kyousuke

Okay, one of Motomi Kyousuke best work so far, for me. Hehe. It's so typical from this author: strong willing and positive thinking girl heroine, cool but romantic-inside boy heroine, and hilarious (often stupid) love journey. lol.
Yeah, as a shojo, the plot is really unique. Even in some of dialog in this manga, it said that this is not shojo manga, what the heck? hahaha, funny! It's funny, but once it get into romantic scene.... Oh, shit, this is tooooo romantic. I'm a girl, so I'm weak about these kind of thing~ what? just read the manga, you'll understand what I mean! fufufu :3
love will find the way! xD

Story:
After orphan Teru Kurebayashi loses her beloved older brother, she finds solace in the messages she exchanges with Daisy, an enigmatic figure who can only be reached through the cell phone her brother left her. Meanwhile, Teru meets and forms a strange friendship with mysterious Tasuku Kurosaki, her school's janitor. For some reason, Kurosaki always seems to be around whenever Teru needs help which leads Teru to wonder: Could Daisy be a lot closer than she thinks?

As the mystery of Daisy unfolds, Teru also discovers that there may have been a lot more to the life and death of her brother than she ever dreamed . . . and that the man she thought was her friend just might have all the answers.(from mangaupdates.com)


okay, that's all for now.
How about Ouran High School of Special A? I've heard they're good. Akazukin-san, don't you like them?

Uhm... Well, I don't really like those kind of shojo. It's funny, but I don't feel I got much from those kind of manga. You know, I don't get that "doki-doki" feeling from OHS or S.A, but they're good just for time waster. 

Mr. Children

I think it would be great if I could falling in love again and everything going smooth, right?
dunno. I think it's because your romantic songs wrapped me up, Mr. Children, I can get this kind of feeling. Aggh, it's really bad. I want to hug youuu, Kazutoshi Sakurai-saaan. LoL. Hehe, as always, your lyric hit my heart hard >.<
Shit, I want to find my love. looool. >v<

And, This is one of Mr. Children's songs I love the most, which make me thinks like that ^: SHIRUSHI

MR. CHILDREN - SHIRUSHI
lyric & music by: Kazutoshi Sakurai

Romaji

 

saisho kara kounaru koto ga kimatteita mitai ni
chigau tenpo de kizamu kodou wo tagai ga kiiteru

donna kotoba wo erande mo dokoka ga uso ppoin da
sanou ni kaita tegami guchagucha ni marumete suteru

kokoro no koe ha kimi ni todoku no ka na?
shinmoku no uta ni notte...

da-rin da-rin ironna kakudo kara kimi wo mitekita
sono dore mo ga subarashikute boku ha ai wo omoishirun da
'hanshinhangi = kizutsukanai tame no yobousen' wo
ima, bimyou na nyuansu de kimi ha shimesou to shiteiru

'onnaji kao wo shiteru to' dareka ga hiyakashita shashin
bokura ha niteiru no ka naa? sore to mo nitekita no ka naa?

mendoukusai tte omoukurai ni majime ni mukiatteita
karuhazumi datta jibun wo urayamashiku naru hodo ni

kokoro no koe ha dare ga kiku koto mo nai
sore mo ii, sono hou ga ii

da-rin da-rin ironna kkao wo motsy kimi wo kimi wo shitteiru yo
nani wo shite sugoshiteita tte omoidashite kurushiku narun da
karenda- ni kinyuu shita ikutsumono kinenbi yori
kokizami ni senmei ni boku no kioku wo umetsukusu

naitari warattari fuantei na omoi dakedo
sore ga kimi to boku no shirushi

da-lin da-lin ironna kakudo kara kimi wo mitekita
tomo ni ikirenai hi ga kita tte douse aishiteshimau to omoun da
da-lin da-lin oh my darling
kuruoshiku senmei ni boku no kioku wo umetsukusu
da-rin da-rin

Translation

 

we each are listening to our hearts beating in different tempos.
as if things were meant to be this way from the start

No matter what words I choose, it sounds insincere
I crumple up the letter I wrote in the left side of my brain
and throw it away

I wonder if my voice in my heart is sent to you
AS a silent song...

Darling, darling, I've seen you from many different angles.
Because all of them are exquisite, I realize that I love you.
Now you're trying to show me by the way of subtle nuance that your uncertainty is a precautionary border
to keep you from getting hurt.

someone makes fun of our picture, "you two make such a pair"
Do we look alike? Or is it that we've started to?

we faced one another with such seriousness
that it was almost a burden to get on with it
so much so that it makes me jealous of the thoughtless guy I used to be. * 2

no one will hear the voice of my heart
I'm ok with that, it's better that way.

Darling, Darling,
I know you have many faces.
no matter what I do,
when I remember you, it pains me so.
more than all those memorable days on my calendar
my memory is filled completely by vivid memories
of every second of every day with you. 
we cry, we laugh
it's a precarious sort of feeling but
it is proof of you and me.

Darling, darling
I've seen you from so many different angles
even if the day we can no longer be together comes our way
I don't think it matters because I can't help loving you.

Darling, Darling
Oh my darling
Maddeningly, and vividly
you fill in my memories completely
Darling, Darling.

source: jpopasia.com