After such a long time not able to post anything in this blog, I post another useless rambles wkwkwk.
Deciding to stay single until someone with marriage intention come over to me, I enjoy my busy time~ Actually, I got bigger responsibility now in my job and I also increase my freelance jobs... So basically, I have no time to think about ;relationship... What do you expect from someone who had to work everyday, almost evening and day?
My head fulled with those brats~ Yep, my lovely and annoying students...
In my free time, I spend it by watching some Johnny's Idols (mostly JWest), or having fun with my little brother (a.k.a watching classical concerts in youtube together, or just exchanging useless comments over trivial stuffs).
Being in relationship means we have to spare some times to communicate each other, thinking about our behavior with other people, thinking about how to make the other party not to hate us. To be honest, I think those kind of things are such a bother. I love being free.
Being single is fun... really. Not to mention I have this certain 'complex' to a man.
But, my life is not mine alone. My religion, the way I choose and belief, require me to marry someone. Since I'm still not able to love someone romantically, I basically want to marry to fulfill my duty... Don't know whether this is acceptable or not. Well, I think love is something which would come naturally when you're together with someone in a long time. Love will eventually come when you're accustomed together, so why worried about starting a marriage without love in beginning?
As long as both woman and man marry based on a good and honest intention, I think it'll workout somehow.
So, yeah, I'll just wait until the time comes~ While improving myself to be a better human being.